To me my friends and family are still a big part in how meaningful my life is, but now im more open to new ideas/concepts, and seeing things into a new light. Like now I fully include death into my life, back then i didnt really like thinking much about death, since im alive right now and that was enough for me at that moment, and also i kinda feared death, but now i dont really, since its inescapable, might as well embrace the idea. So i dont really like put too much mind on how our society is going to collapse, whether it just going to an economic collapse or if its a collapse where theres destruction and chaos, since its too late now to really regret since people just arent going to stop doing what they are doing to same the society which they dont believe is truly collapsing. Not that i dont care, i do, i just dont worry about it much now, since whatever happens, is going to happen, and its likely that there will be a collapse, and theres no use in worrying, if worrying isnt going to do anything.
I also consider my health to be more important, back then I went out for fresh air, exercised, but now im more careful with what i eat, like i'll pick the more health food, and sometimes the organic whenever we can afford. Animals make my life meaningful, whether its food, or play mates, they're important in my life, and even though the animals are treated cruelly for the sake of us being able to have breakfast, lunch, dinner, snacks, i still cant really just change completely the way i eat, but i will try to eat free range chicken, where they at least were treated right, but right now i cant really change completely i'll slowly try. Also i 'll look at shampoo reviews/summaries that say its a free of animals cruelty.
I also value the animal in me, even though my parents dont believe we are animals, i believe we are, after all we evolved from animals, and theres not really any differences between us humans and non-human animals, we eat, shit, sleep, attract attention, are dangerous. I think now i'll be more "natural", like maybe i'll birth natural, with out having to deal with substance being put into my body to numb the pain, i mean, if the animals can do it, why cant we?.
Comparing to how meaningful my life was back then, it was more filled with worrying, and fears, since i didnt really have much knowledge in anything only in what people say, like "its the end of the world tomorrow" and i'd be having a panic attack, but now im more relaxed about its, more open, i'll listen to whatever ideas people may have, but there will need to be a lot of proof for me to actually believe, since now im not as believing as back then, i'll only accept an idea if theres plenty of evidence. Back then if you asked me how happy i am with my life from 1 - 10, i would've said 6, now i would say a 4 or 5, so you could say my life got more meaningless, but i'd like to view it more as i dont really care much now, and im being more realistic, like even though my friends and family do make me happy, its not like they're with me 24/7 and there are many things that make me see just how life isnt THAT meaningful, like if it was, then people would care more about the earth, about our food, about the animals. What would make life more meaningful, would be if people actually made a difference that benefitting for everyone, and everything, or that wont affect our world and ourselves negatively. Also if we didnt depend so much on things to do everything for us, its only making things worse, using us our oil, dirtying our food, which we eat, putting our whole trust on the farmers that gives us that food. Though i guess it really actually depends on the people, some just dont care, as all as they feel comfortable, and have all the things they enjoy, that how they make their life meaningful, like Andy Snyder said “Sometimes the way we determine the meaning of something is based on the function it serves in our lives".
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