living Funeral

For my living funeral, I would like having my family and friends with me, spend the time i have left productively. It'd make me feel sad of course since im leaving everything behind, but at the same time i will die more happy because I got to spend the time i had left with loved ones, and having fun, instead of being alone, miserable, dying feeling so sad, and remorseful for not doing something productive.

For the funeral i would like it to be kind of like a party, just having fun, chatting, remembering old times, and letting things out, like feelings/thoughts of me.

Animal paper

When you see a person walking their dog, with a lease on it, do you imagine a human being pulled around with a lease on? no? why not? us humans are after all animals as well based on evolution, and how us humans evolved from animals. The reason we don't consider ourselves animals is because we were brought up being taught that there was is a big differences between humans and animals. Which isn't true, both humans and animal eat, sleep, and bathe, we aren't much different from one another. But we were taught that we are the top, and that animals are lower then us, which is how it is told in Genesis, that god made animals and everything for humans, that were are the superiors. Because of this we find it hard to put ourselves in the same category with animals.

Also another reason is because we spend more of our time with other humans, then animals, and when we do spend time with them, they're usually pets, that are there to be companion, connecting with the Genesis thing about how animals were put on this earth to serve us. Us human act so much more superior, as if we're immortal compared to the other animals.

It is good to acknowledge the animal in us, it can help you be more aware, like with giving birth. Women normally have birth in the hospital laying down on a bed, with doctor putting substances into them to help with the pain. Just like animals us females give birth, though they do it more naturally then us, it goes to show that us humans aren't much different then animals, and that if they can do it, they we sure can, so women shouldn't fear giving birth much, its part of our nature. Also it will make us more active, because being animals we have instinct to move around. When you move around more you'll feel much better, then being closed off hunched over a computer, because being animals we need to have our body moving to keep our mood up. Also it'll clear our way of thinking, we're nothing special, we're not special, its not like we're going to last, someday us humans just might go extinct in the future, just like how other animals have, though by then, most might've evolved into something else.

I personally accept being an animal, i see nothing wrong with it, its the way of life just like everything else. I personally feel more at peace accepting what i am, it makes me more happy, since it makes me want to be more active. When I might have kids i'd like to do it naturally, not laying down, more like how animals do it, and with no weird substances entering my body, that i know nothing of. I've accepted the animal in me, I'm hoping this will make me more relaxed in the future.